28th february 2013

aint easy to be me. i love a guy who isnt mine. i miss a guy who is also not mine. back then. i always have someone to talk to. someone to laugh with. everything that i do reminds me of him. the notes. the pictures. all the movie tickets. chipmunks. yes. it is hard. freaking hard. it hurts like hell. i know i know. move on is simply by choice. bur i wonder, do u ever heard about "memories" yes that thing. you are so happy while im trying so hard to move on. forget u. how can u so easily leave me like i was completely nothing. can i ask u? am i your toy? your rebound? why dont u say it from earlier? why? i wonder. all the texts, late night calls, cute stuffs, cute notes, confessions, "i love u more fights", i miss you, "sayang". are ya doin it for fun???? ok then.