Night confessions

The day when i decided to IM you first because i cant sleep. The day when i finally revealed my crush to you. Lol that's really funny. How come i had a crush on someone but i eventually love you more than anyone else now. Can you believe that? Please believe this. The day when we had the first task for photography club. Do you remember this? hahaha. The day when we went to watch Paranormal activities together. I miss that a lot!! i still remember your shocked face. I just cant stop laughing. The day when we on the phone, supersavers and you played guitar for me. Yep, the only exception. You sang to me. The day when you promised me to call but you forgot and went to sleep while i wait until 3 AM. That matter really pissed me off but then at 4AM you texted me and call me over and over again. You just cant stop saying 'i love you' hehehe miss that! The day when we skype-ed until 5 AM. wow we talked bout ridiculously nothing. I still remember when you took your drawing block and you wrote 'I LOVE YOU' hehehehehe <3 The day when you put Milo under my desk with notes 'ainuk, minum sampai tercekik!' hehe my classmates so envy with me at that time. I was smiling all day long. The day when i passed by your class to go to the lab if im not mistaken... you winked at me. whew, im shouting in my heart. Why so cute? But then... we stop talking for 2 months i guess. Stop talking. omg only Allah knew how i feel. I miss him so fucking much. I cant lie to myself. I wonder what the hell i'd done wrong towards him. He never asnwer. So i decided to just fucking ignore and accept. Your birthday.. still remember? I gave you chipmunk.. red velvet cake freshly bake by me and that key-chain. hehehe from there, we start talking.. again. and tonight, i am happy. Beyond happy. These days, you texted me first. awh shit, im fucking happy man! I AM FUCKING HAPPY!! My life is great now. Goodnight people.