What if?

I want to text you everyday like used to. But what if you did not reply my text?

I want to call you, hear your voice, But what if you wont pick up?

I want to Skype with you, like we used to. But what if you say, you dont want?

I want to meet you at school and talk like there's no tomorrow. But what if you refuse?

So many 'what ifs' in my mind right now. I wonder why we cant be normal like the old days. It is suck to know that was just a sweet memoir of mine. I am a girl and i own an 'EGO' . Do you know what's the definition of ego? hmm nvm.. I hope you're doing just fine. I am here missing you. xx