Fvck my life


I need my space. Im tired with all the bullshits around me. Not my friends but certain people. yeah i guess you dont have to know who is it. You are annoying. Everyone knows that. Peh busybody gila. ok maybe i dont really mind if you just want to know whether im okay or not. Aku tahu kau sibuk nk tahu. i know!! Saje je kan ambil tahu konon konon lah 'hey, are you okay?' Hey bitch, stop it. i knew it already. Your actions are so effing lame. i can smell it. 

Is it wrong for me to be happy? Bila aku rasa mcm nak happy je, there must be something yg akan buat aku sedih lepastu. YEAH MESTI ADA! uhm i dont know... im so fucked up. Im tired faking my smile these days. Yelahkan bila tak senyum, people will asks me whether im okay or not. Yeah as i said, IM TIRED WITH THIS QUESTION.

Lagi sorang manusia ni. I mean sekumpulan manusia. i want to ask you one question lah kan. You cant keep secrets arent you? Mulut bersepah eh? ha ha? Mulut bersepah? Kalau tak disebabkan kau dah tahu, takde maknanya aku nk beritahu dekat korang. Please lah. Whatever. Pissed off. Only Allah knows how i feel. He understands me. Only Him. 

O Allah, please strengthen my faith and keep myself strong so that i'll be able to endure all the challenges. Amin...

Till here, bye XX.

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